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[Dec. 20th, 2007|10:36 pm] |
new livejournal mmyah
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[Dec. 17th, 2007|08:08 pm] |



jeremy swan from broken art tattoo in Los Angeles |
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[Dec. 9th, 2007|02:19 pm] |
I have an appointment next friday @ 3:30 pm in Pasadena with Roy Steadman from Le Cordon Bleu
bow chica bow bow |
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[Dec. 5th, 2007|11:49 pm] |
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does anyone in the LA area want to hang out friday the 14th around 4 pm? weird request but i need to occupy myself at that time for a few hours. Ill be in the fullerton/santa ana area. We can hangout in downtown fullerton and go to the shop if anyone wants to get tattooed. let me knoww |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2007|11:14 am] |
this hurts so much, my heart literally hurts. I never would have thought this would happen to him, that id be writing this. You text me just a few days ago, just a few days. You wanted me to spend the night and you'd promise you'd make breakfast. The last time we hung out you referred to it as a date. I've never fully lost my feelings for you, i never looked down on our relationship. You were amazing to me and im so lucky we've remained friends all these years. Why? Why would something like this happen to someone so amazing, someone who enjoyed life so much? I dont want to feel like this, i dont want any of our friends to feel like tihs. I just want him back, i wish this was a bad joke and he'd come out saying surprise and we'd all throw him a big party. Being in santa cruz is so hard on me right now, being at the 418, downtown where we spent alot of time together. Just looking towards the boardwalk brings me to tears, our first date there and the house down the street from it we hung out a few times. The hardest part though is driving past the exit to your house, i would be so excited to get there when id go to see you, it meant i was so close. This halloween i went to the same pumpkin patch that we went to with your family, that was my favorite halloween. We got the pumpkins, went to the street fair. Halloween night you came to my house and we watched scary movies. The time we went to the movies for a date and we were wearing matching clothes (unintentionally) but nevertheless it was cute and it seemed to happen alot. The time you drove from santa cruz to salinas to pick me up and take me to that show in san jose then drove me home and drove back to santa cruz. When you asked me to go on our first date you didnt ask to just hang out you actually asked if id like to go on a date. When you asked me to be your girlfriend over the phone and i kept saying "so im your girflriend now?" haha. I'd have to stand on my car to kiss you, and when we would hold hands id have to lift my arm to reach yours. You were everyone's giant.
I love you patrick, i love you so much and i'll never forget our times together. these were my favorite times...


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[Nov. 26th, 2007|07:02 pm] |
hott fuzz death proof 28 weeks later marie antoinette thank you for smoking the last kiss hard candy slither _________________ $40.00
so rad! |
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[Nov. 26th, 2007|01:07 am] |
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shut up, your so annoying |
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[Nov. 25th, 2007|12:00 am] |
im pretty happy
at the moment, i really have everything i could want. its amazing. as far as people are concerned as well as items ive been wanting. my house getting broken into was actually a really positive thing for the most part because i got everything that i had been wanting to get replaced/upgraded, replaced! i dont even know what to put on my xmas list, the only thing i really want is to extend my book/movie collection. im a brat and peeked some of my presents that my mom got me this weekend though, i feel horrible but i was bored and they were calling to me. i think nordstroms should secure their gift boxes alot better. anyways my mom is amazing and got me the marc jacobs wallet and coin purse to match my marc jacobs bag as well as a new juicy sidekick holder with juicy sidekick string that comes with really cute charms.
the list of people im getting gifts for is extremely short but everyone who isnt on the gift list will be getting cards (id love to buy everyone gifts but thats not realistic) so i would love to send you a card! if you'd like to get one please leave me your address!
within the next 20 days i'll... have finished a shitload of work for school (which i really dont know when ill have time to complete between now and then) be done with the semester (which means finals) ill be on my trip to LA (which means tattoo appointment with jeremy swan) ill have seeen dane cook done all my xmas shopping (god i hope)
now im not quite sure if this sounds like alot of things to have done within the next 20 days but its alot. the next 3 weeks are going to be ridiculously packed. but i am looking forward to a month off from school and that will be my main motivation.
my tattoo itches so bad right now, i feeel like sawing my arm off |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2007|10:11 pm] |
next semester... Biology Geology Political Science Religions of the World Ethnic Studies
and hopefully i can petition to get into economics.
if i go through with all 6 classes then bear it out and do 3 summer classes then i can transfer by next fall.
unlikely...haha
either way ill be done by next winter |
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[Nov. 21st, 2007|12:03 am] |
my weekend was great. the drive to LA from here isnt bad at all.
hank and sushi (los' dogs) are the cutest things ever! the people he works with rule aaaand i had a lot of fun = ] idk ha
didnt take many pictures at all...




the day with amelia and greg was really fun, we went to the bodies museum which was rad, and went to lunch at this place called casa de reyes (house of brittney?) those marriachi dudes were HILARIOUS they played "Ladies Night" for us, and were dancing and just waaay into it.
Los did an AMAZING job on my tattoo, this picture does it no justice whatsoever. its supposed to be a "portrait" of lucky my cat, we just thought itd be funny if we used a traditional panther as him ha. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2007|11:59 pm] |
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p.s. i feel really far and disconnected from everyone, its weird = / |
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[Nov. 14th, 2007|09:11 pm] |



i CANNOT wait till friday! = ] |
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[Nov. 1st, 2007|01:47 am] |
so i was using a film camera for my photography class and it was getting me no where, its too complicated for me. so i switched to digital and this is the first project ive done for class since. its a self portrait and im kinda proud of it because all my other pictures have looked like SHIT.

pictures from this past weekend
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[Oct. 29th, 2007|02:19 pm] |
EDIT: Im making an appointment this friday with Theo Mindell from Spider Murhpys for my back peice! My appointment will most likely be in December of 2008 womp womp wooomppp
so this weekend was kind of amazing = ]
los and mary came up from L.A. for the tattoo convention. i ended up staying with them in their hotel and it was pretty hilarious with all 3 of us in one bed by 10 o clock watching survivorman the first night.
i met some awesome people and some amazing artsists, i really learned alot. i never knew there were soo many good artists up here.
i miss los already
most of the pictures are on his camera, heres what was on mine...
btw mewithoutyou is amazing...

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[Oct. 24th, 2007|11:00 pm] |
all my memories are fucking gone, all my pictures everything...
some fucking weirdo walked through my house today and acted like it was a fucking mall... |
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[Oct. 18th, 2007|04:08 pm] |
im wearing myself out. its ridiculous. the past few days i can hardly move im so exhausted. and then dumb me the any time i have off im hanging out with someone and any extra hours i can get i take. (ex. me getting off work at 11:15 then coming in at 5:30 am) my brain, body are so tired.
kdfakldgklgakldgj
so excited for next weekend. tattoooo conventionnnnnn |
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[Oct. 14th, 2007|10:32 pm] |
soo i was supposed to go to bo's memorial tonight, id really been looking forward to it, but Devlin's train got in pretty late and it was a 3 hr drive from fremont to visalia, devlin and i got lost on our way out there, and the thing started around 5:30 and i probably wouldnt have gotten there till 8 something and i didnt want to be rude and show up that late so i just didnt go = /
life is so busy, so many great people in it.
i saw greg and amelia yesterday and today, i miss them so much. its always amazing getting to see them.
los is coming up in 2 weeks, i cant waiiit. tattoo convention, mystery house, were gonna have fun. then driving back to la with him and going to dlanddd.
getting my puppy soon, as soon as its old enough for him to be seperated from his mom. him and hank will be buddies.
new jeans rule. |
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[Oct. 12th, 2007|01:07 am] |

my life is pretty complete at the moment |
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